Vicky Pattison shares ‘permanent terror’ at adding children to her ‘dumpster fire life’ in brutal admission

Geordie Shore star Vicky Pattison has shared a brutally honest social media post revealing her fears about having children.

The 37-year-old, who married Ercan Ramadan six months ago, admitted she’s “permanently terrified” about adding children to her “dumpster fire” life.

 

Pattison opened up about her struggles with everyday life and concerns about parenthood in a lengthy post about social media standards.

In her candid post, Pattison shared a variety of unfiltered photos showing herself crying, eating, laughing and sleeping.

Vicky Pattison and Ercan Ramadan

Pattison has previously said she and her new husband were considering having children

She explained these represented her “90 per cent of the time” rather than the polished, glamorous image often presented to social media.

The star wrote that she is “constantly exhausted” and “permanently terrified” about how she would manage adding children to what she described as the “dumpster fire I just about survive every day”.

Pattison admitted she is “ALWAYS crying about something” and “fighting an ongoing battle with my hormones”.

Pattison has been open about her struggles with premenstrual dysphoric disorder (PMDD), which she says turns her into “someone she doesn’t recognise”.

Her motherhood admission was a part of a larger challenge to the unattainable standards often set on social media in her latest post.

With brutal honesty, Pattison described her natural look as: “Double chinned, hungover, squishy, insecure, trackie wearing, pale, anxious, wrinkly.”

“The is me most of the time… Not the glam, polished, smiling woman who appears super confident & strong online,” the 37-year-old admitted.

She continued: “A quick scroll through this cheeky little app & you’d be forgiven for thinking everyone has their s**t together.

“Because from the minute you open Insta you’re bombarded with smooth skin, tidy homes, happy relationships & perfect bodies. But it’s bulls**t.”

She added: “None of us look great all the time & absolutely none of have a f*****g clue what we’re doing.”

The star described most people as “just winging it, hoping for the best”.

Even with her fears about motherhood, Pattison recently revealed she and her new husband are considering trying for children in the next year or two.

She and Ramadan married in Puglia, Italy, six months ago, following a whirlwind romance and an official ceremony in London last August.